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Thursday, January 26, 2006

ok i now have a new rule and it is as follows::

i will not update until i get at least 5 comments on the previous post.  So that being said, here you go

 

I'm gonna smile like nothings wrong
talk like everything is perfect
act like its all a dream
and pretend like its not h.u.r.t.i.n.g me

 

ERASE ALL THOSE PENCiL MARKS
TEAR UP ALL THOSE FAKE ROSES
THROW AWAY ALL THOSE STUFFED BEARS
CUT UP ALL THOSE NOTES
TAKE DOWN ALL OF YOUR PICTURES TOGETHER
TAKE HiM OUT OF YOUR DREAMS
... HE WAS NEVER WORTh iT iN THE
FiRST PLACE

 

you've broken me into two..
ripped my heart out
and laughed at my pain..
somehow i managed to love you
a g a i n..
that's how deep my love is for
you..

 

.... && she calls him
just to hear his voice..
even if... he doesn't
want to hear hers

 

THERE SHE LAYS , LATE AT NiGHT
ONLY THiNKiNG ABOUT HiM
THE ONLY THING SHE WANTS
IS .. HIM, NOTHING MORE,
NOTHING LESS...
iT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT
ANY ONE THiNKS..

 

&& she turned her head. and ignored him
didn't pick up any of his phone calls
didn't return any messages
she was just scared .. she was scared
she was going to fall in love with him
a l l o v e r a g a i n..

 

you werent under my christmas tree. soo i went back to bed ;;

 

i dont wanna hear that you love her. & i dont wanna see you kiss her. becuase it only reminds me of the times i never had with you. <|3

 

ive never felt so alone in my life. when you completely used me ;;

 

songs, stores, places, memories, flash backs. i just can never forget you. dont mark off days. because im never coming back again. words dont explain. words dont make him understand. it hurts after a while, when you;re the only one wiping away the tears.

 

my laughs are becoming less. & tears are becoming more. i wanted everything to stay the same but feelings fade && people c h a n g e

 

I'll waste my life waiting by the phone for your call ;; I'll waste my life waiting for you to give me a straight anwser ;; I'll waste my life getting the courage to kiss you ;; I'll waste my life waiting for you to come back to me ;; I'll waste my life loving you. The sad thing is, I don't mind wasting my life on you.

 

there's no point in trying to talk to you, I've tried to have a conversation with you so many times but all that comes out is the empty feeling in my stomach&it makes me realize,u will never feel the same way about me, as I do about you

 

& she would kill to hear him say she's beautiful

 

i hate the fact that no matter how much i show you i love you, you still dont do anything about it

 

you cant be "just friends" with the guy who makes you act like a klutz in his presence;; who causes you to stumble over your words. you cant be "just friends" with the guy that you fell head over heels for. why can't he see.. what's right in front of him?

 

&& just one kiss - would make her life complete

 

the greatest thing youll ever learn,
is just to love,
and be loved in return <3

 

but there is just something about him that made
me like him ever since the day i met him. there
was something about him that made me go . . .
absolutely crazy for him.

 

There is something in the way that he...
talks,
laughs,
walks,
smiles,
and I just love it.

 

Sometimes you gotta try your
H A R D E S T not to care....
no matter how much
you R E A L L Y do

 

they say a pictures worth a t[h]o[u]sa[n]d
words_but every time i see his; im so'
s.p.e.e.c.h.l.e.s.s

 

i hate when people tell me that i can do
SO0 much better ` but unfortunately...
there is no one better
*

 

Promise me. That's all I want. Just a promise that you will never forget me. Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know that I had an impact on your life. Promise me that you'll always remember me. Losing you was hard enough. But, I don't want to go on knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you.

 

How far can you push someone
until they start pushing back?

 

I want to cry, really I do. But I guess I just don’t want to give you the satisfaction of knowing that you hurt me … once again.

 

Sometimes you never realize
how much you care about someone
until they stop caring about you . </3*

 

&& all she wants` is someone that will treat her riqht.
someone that will call her beautiful
when she needs it the most
It's not about butterflies in the first kiss,
but that they're still there in the last

 

The worst thing about being lied to, is knowing you're not worth the truth

 

Too young to die &
too old to believe in
promises..

 

Anyone can be passionate..
but only real lovers can be silly.

 

throughout life you will meet one
person who is unlike any other. this
person is the one you could forever
talk to. they understand you in a
way that no one else does or ever
could. this person is your soul mate
and best friend. dont ever let him go.

 

I would never apologize for speaking what I feel
Thats like apologizing for being real

 

keep your friends close -- your boys closer
and your enemies as far away as possible

 

the best kind of kiss
is the unexpected
unplanned ones
the ones that come naturally
like in the middle of a sentence

 

And all she wants is someone that will treat her right. Someone that will call her beautiful when she needs it the most. Someone that will lover he endlessly

 

appreciate the good times,
but don't take the worst for granted.
cause you only get so many second chances

 

u can mess with a gun,u can mess with a knife,but when u messed with me u messed with ur

life

 

If he is stupid enough to cheat, He is dumb enough to get caught.

 

he'll buy me jewelry and bouncy balls
from vending machines.

 

She says she doesnt care but the look in her eyes && the tone of her voice tell a different story</3

 

Guys are complete asses all the time. Girls just have a special week out of every month to finally have an excuse to be a complete bitch about everything

 

friends ask you why your crying but,
best-friends already have the shovel to bury the
asshole that made you cry .

 

all i need is for you to be the BEST FRiEND i could ever have
walk with me, talk with me, share your secrets with me
be with me, believe in me, stand by my side, care about me
smile with me, laugh with me, joke with me, dance with me
cry with me, catch me, respect me, trust me
be honest with me, take care of me, make memories with me
help me reach my goals, miss me, remember me
need me, want me, hug me, dream of me
look at me, hold me, take my hand, know me
teach me, promise me, learn with me, be my guide
be my light, be my warmth, be my wings, be my angel
complete
me, & most of all. L 0 V E me<3

 

You said "I'll never hurt you, I'll never make you cry"
I must admit darling, you told the perfect lie.

 

I wish my problems would be over
but somehow i can't seem to find the way
to make the pain stop & try to say
that i've tried my best at life why can't anyone see that
all they see are my flaws ;; every single one
& no matter how hard i try
i can never see the best in me
i wish i could see me like others see me
they say i'm pretty, smart, athletic
but i don't agree with any of those points of view
i wish i could create something new
it just seems like i'm never good enough
theres always something that could be different about me
always getting yelled at, never praised for anything
is there any way to stop the temptations
to do what i know i will some day regret
you may not know what i'm talking about
but thats cus i'm the girl whos the best at deceptions
i keep everything to myself besides to my best friend
believe it or not i can keep a secret to the end
& thats what i will do until the day i die..
keep my secret far away & hopefully it will die

 

If k i s s e s were snowflakes i
would send you a b l i z z a r d this winter

 

sneaking a kiss under the mistletoe
I want a white Christmas --» so let it snow

 

shes a mess. she loses faith in her self everyday. her room is a mess and she doesnt even care. no one understands her. and people say stuff to put her down. and no one even notices that she might be breaking inside. or the never notice that maybe she needs a hug from someone. or someone to sit there with her and listen to her. maybe thats all she needs...

 

you know what? go date all those girls. go date whoever your little heart desires. because, eventually, when you're done with all those girls and you find out that none of them really loved you, you're going to think about me, and how much i loved you.

 

yeah, you might be happy with her.
but one day you`ll remmeber me and realize i'm
{ G O N E | F O R E V E R }

 

you didn't crush me.
oh no, darling.
you completely destroyed me.

 

CONFiDENCE;
wear it like make-up.

 

music expresses feelings that
words cannot.

 

these are, the confessions of a broken heart..

 

& nobody could have guessed what went
on inside her head..

 

create a disaster.
there's always tomorrow

 

i think the reason people keep pictures is
because unlike the people in them, they
never change..

 

accept nobody's defintion of your life.
define it yourself.

playing that song over again.
tears falling from her eyes.
wishing things would be the same.
before all the hurt and lies.

 

stop the world;
i wanna get off.

 

end discrimination;
hate everyone.

 

&& when you see her walk down the hall
I can guarantee you she'll have her head up high
faking a smile just one last time..
at all those who try && break her
but never will.

 

something is missing, something faded, she doesnt have that *sparkle* in her eyes anymore

 

While you are wishing to be someone else, someone might be wishing to be you.

 

we have four years to be irresponsible
relax ; work is for people with jobs. you'll never
remember class time, but you'll remember time
hanging out with your friends. so stay out late
go out on a tuesday night when you have a
paper due wednesday. spend money you dont have
& drink until the sunrise. the work never ends
but highschool does

 

Worlds would crumble
I would stumble
Tears would fly
How much I'd cry
Oh, I wouldn't be the same
Ugliness of me, I would blame
The world would end

Young hearts I can't mend
Oh please come back
Uh-oh My world's turned black.

 

People say I'm different
And I just say thank you
Cuz to me it's apparent
There are plenty of fakes in this world
Because of this its catastrophy
Its about time we had some originality

 

the truth is i've been lied to so many times, i know i come second best to you. i'm not the one you think of & i'm sure as hell not the one you need. so why do you hold on to me? you're making things worse. you're the only thing i have. but to you i'm just the girl you've got because you can't have the girl you once had. she's your everything while i'm just there. you close your eyes when you look at me to pretend you care. i'm not stupid - i see it. but my heart just never wants to believe it. so go ahead - tell me another lie. whisper in my ear & tell me how much you pretend to love me. tell me how much you wish i was her.

 

Ex boyfriends -
are like an old pair of shoes
you know that you don't need
them anymore
, but you don't have
the guts to get rid of them.

 

sometimes you have to smile, pretend everthings okay, hold back the tears, and just walk away

 

Don`t use excuses.. don`t ask why

 

it`s jus a breakdown.. happens all the time..

so get out of my face - don`t even try..

youu wanna help me? .. just let me cry

 

Welcome to a world where everyone talks about each other.

Everyone lies. Everyone tries to be something they're not.

Nobody can keep a secret for their life & friendships that

have lasted years are broken. Believe it or not, this world

actually exists. it goes by the name of high school

 

YOUU KNOW YOU NEED

A BOYFRIEND WHEN CART0ON

CHARACTERS START LOOKING

AMAZINGLY HOT.

 

It doesn't take strength to hold a grudge,
It takes strength to let go of one

 

later days


Tuesday, January 24, 2006

wow, you guys have done great with the subscriptions! its only tuesday and i alreadi have 12 new ppl! thats good for this site!! XD but yeah, here you go <33

 

dreams are <wishes> your heart makes while your asleep*

 

We tell each other everything
without a doubt. You know my
life » inside & out
« - [ <3 ] -

 

iT'S THE SiMPLE THiNGS
THAT Y0U D0 T0 ME THAT MAKE
MY HEART F0RGET T0 BEAT.
THE WAY Y0U TALK, WALK,
SMiLE MAKES ME FALL iN L0VE
WiTH Y0U A LiTTLE M0RE EACH DAY.

 

With * each* day that passes by i <love you> more and more

 

Life is not the amount of breaths you take, it's the moments that take your breath away.

 

why do we push away the guys that want us
but fight so hard for the ones who dont care?

 

It`s the hardest thing in the universe, hearing the
boy you love talk about the girl you wish you were

 

Tell her she is BEAUTIFUL, not hot, fine, or sexy.
Call her Sweetie.
Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.
If she's mad at you, kiss her.
Look her in the eyes and SMILE.
Kiss her in the rain.
Leave her voice messages for her to wake up to.

 

YOU'RESiMPlYWORTH iT

 

i'll be you Hollister stud if you'll be my Abercrombie model$

 

We'll make this moment last a life time + <33

 

Y o u . c a n . l o v e .
. a n y o n e . i n . t h e . w o r l d .
. t h e . p r o b l e m . i s .
. so . c a n . he

 

you are the only one who leaves me completely

» [ b r e a t h l e s s ] «

 

Rip my jeans <3 not my heart

 

the only boy who deserves you is the one who thinks he doesn't..

 

He holds me when I start to cry..makes me smile with just his eyes..shares my hopes, my dreams, my fears..&& wipes away all my tears. I love him without regret. too bad I haven't found him yet..

 

He's with the wrong girl,
I'm just waiting for him to see that

 

Hold on to who you love. stay true to what you know. Take everything you dream of and never let it go.

 

life's too short.
take risks. have
fun. && just
l o v e

 

< please just dont play with me my paper heart will bleed<3

 

How could i know everything you said was a lie about {devotion and desire}

 

you are my one true love you are the voice that is so sweet, and everything i do you bring the best out of me, you are my wings to fly your are the wind beneath them, i miss you every night when i close my eyes, you put your feeling down, you held onto my heart, sometimes i close my eyes sometimes i let my hunger rise, you are the love of my life,all of my dreams and my passions are in your hands, you reach me in my need, your rythm flows beneath my skin, i need you desperately, ( Falling Up- falling in love)

 

A girl asked a boy if she was pretty.
He said no.
She asked him if he wanted 2 be w/ her
forever.
He said
no.
She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away.
He again said no.
She had heard too
much.
She needed to leave.
As she walked away,
he grabbed her arm and told her to stay.
he said, "You're not pretty, you're beautiful
. I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever and I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."

 

The saddest thing in life is when you meet that special someone and you know it will never be, and that sooner or later you'll have to let go.

it's hard to tell your mind to stop lovin sumone when your heart still does

 

When angels forget how to fly, when it’s twenty
below zero in the middle of July, when violets
are red and roses are blue, that’s when I’ll stop loving you

 

i want a boy who can wrestle with me & let me win.
who I can talk to about anything.
who laughs at my jokes.
a boy who puts my cold hands in his warm hoodie pockets.
who lets me use his sweatshirt for a pillow.
who buys me 25 cent rings and sticky hands
who says i love you & means it
who will kiss me in the rain, in the sunshine, and in the snow
who calls unexpectantly at random times
who will have many inside jokes with me & remember each one
a boy who n o t i c e s girls haircuts
who realizes that girls say things but dont mean them.
who shows up at my games, slipping in the door
who I can go swimming with on hot days
who can tell me his problems & let me help
who will listen to me talk about the new nail polish I got
who will bring me seashells from the beach
who will let me beat him up when I get angry
who writes love letters to me but doesnt send them
who draws pictures & slips them gently in my locker slot
who saves his genuine, big smiles for me.
a boy with deep eyes that can see through faces into depths
who wears baseball hats & lets me wear his too
who gives me his t-shirt to change into & not expect to get it back
who knows my favorite color, song, car, vegetable, perfume, & the color of my toothbrush.
a boy who will shake my daddys hand & look my mother in the eye
who will call me by my full name, first, middle, & last.
a boy who will kiss me
and tell me I'm pretty
who will let me cry to him
who will squeeze my hips just right from behind
who surprises me
who compliments my manicure
and plays with my hair
who knows when I have a math test
or when I fail one.
a boy who smells like he just stepped out of the shower
who wears cologne that I can subtly smell when leaning on his shoulder
who tells me I have a nice laugh and a smile that lights up the room and simply be mine to hold.



Promise me. That's all I want. Just a promise that you will never forget me. Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know that I had an impact on your life. Promise me that you'll always remember me. Losing you was hard enough. But, I don't want to go on knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you.

 

ill never forget that smile
The only thing that could make my day worthwhile..
ii miss you more than you know it
So come back to me and let me show it..x3

"Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes...just be an illusion."

For someone who’s supposed to be just a friend why do I always get butterflies in my stomach when you smile at me?

 

B0Y :: why don't you like me?
GiRl :: i do like you .. it's just ...
B0Y :: just .. what?
GiRl :: i'm so afraid to fall again.
B0Y :: this is different..
GiRl :: how is this any different?!?
B0Y :: because this time .... i'll catch you

 

you got my hopes up just to let me down

it was pouring rain, your mom came to pick us up but
the car was like, way across the street. so youu grabbed
my hand and we ran for it. and it was probably only about
10 seconds or so, but when we got in the car all i could
think about was the fact that youu held my hand ..
*

 

i WANNA PUSH Y0U iNT0 0NC0MiNG TRAFFiC
.. BUT THEN i REALiZE i`D KiLL MYSELF TRYiN
T0 SAVE Y0U ..

 

ALL i NEED RiGHT N0W iSz F0R Y0U T0 WRAP ME iN Y0UR ARMSz ; L0OK ME iN THE EYESz & TELL ME Y0U W0N`T EVER LEAVE ME ..

 

you want to know if he really loves u? when u slap him. he kisses u,when u cry he hugz u and when u tell him u hate him he says he loves u

he has my whole entire heart in his hands..
and he has no idea he`s holding it

 

so ill jus [ e*r*a*s*e* ]
all the [ mEmOrIeS ] we had together.:*
pretending[[»they«]] didn`t happen
pretending .y o u. didn`t happen

 

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

he isn't my boyfriend, but i love his hugs, his smile, his advice, his love,his kindness and the times we laugh together. i guess i fell in love with our friendship

 

i guess me gettin upset over stupid things
Is my way of showing you
how much i care

i'm sick of wondering where he is and who he's with
but i hate facing the fact.. that he doesnt give a shit..
but still, all the feelings didnt pass by .. i just learned-
whats true. never love someone
who doesnt love you
between holding hands and falling in love
- you begin
to learn that kisses dont always mean something.
</3

` all oOf our young lives we search fOr someone tOo love ...
someOne that maKes uS compLete .. we chOose partners
anD change pArtners we danCe to A sOng of
heaRtbreak
and hopE all the while wondEring if somewhere
, somehow
thereS someone perfect who migHt be searChing for us
..

 

No matter how hard you to hate him for what he did to you--you'll never stop lovin him....

 

i miss you waitin for me after class ... i miss you holdin my hand ... i miss you callin me every second you could ... i miss bein around you 24/7 ... i miss havin you in my life

 

im reading our conversation over again. There's not a word that I comprehend, except when you signed it "I'll love you always and forever. " Well as for now Im going to hear the saddest song as I sit here alone and wonder why you left me...

 

because you're not like all the rest. you're that boy that i can be myself in front of, that boy that i can say anything around. the one i can smile, laugh and cry with. the one i can cuddle with and fight with. and you're that boy that at the end of the day i'll always be completely, head over heels in love with.

 

If I was drop dead gorgeous ; perfect ; and could have any guy in the world ---/> I'd still pick you

 

You go your way, I’ll go mine. & if we end up together ...it's beautiful.

 

Don't give up... If you still wanna try... Don't wipe your eyes... If you still wanna cry... Dont stop asking questions.. If you still wanna know... Don't say u dont love him... if you cant let him go

you know, ive tried to find someone i love as much as you..and i finally realized, thats never going to happen.

 

You were always the one i'd run to when i was lost or in need of a friend. you were the one i'd run to when i needed a hug and a i love you. you were the one who stood by my side through the good and the bad and never once did you ever make me feel sad

 

Your the guy that i can go to with messy hair, running mascara, and my pink pajama's- and when you open your door you'd say" Baby your look absolutely beautiful!" and actually mean it with all YOUR heart <3

 

i KEPT every single<3 love letter <3you ever sent me

 

I belIeve , U bElIeVe, U can Make me B e l I e v e u. ..
but Babbyy.. i Believe. [ ur wRong]

 

your fingers interLock mine
just as my Heart. InterLocks Y o u r s

 

&& your perfect
everything bout u
is the way i want it
.. ur s m i l e
my heart
ur laugh
my .. touch
your f e e l i n g s
my glance
your eYes
my HAir
UR lIps

my ELeGanCe
Ur LoVe
My LOVe

 

just look at me.. && admit it. We're in love..

 

i likE thE wAy yOu mAkE mE fEel
&& the waY.. u see
Me
I liKe THe Way i Feel,
WhEn i HeAr ur V O i C e
BUt baby , I'm Madly In LOve
... wiTh .[ your] soul

 

baby, you're lips are like vodka ll and i wanna get wasted

 

&&even though I know you'll never love me back, I just can't stop trying. For some reasonI'll always have that glimmer of hope that one day you'll look at me.. and say you we're right.. I really do love you.

 

Let it all out, just tell me how you feel
cause the only thing im thinking about is
y o u a n d m e ... together...

 

stop smiling&&kiss me god damnit

 

To truly love is to have the courage to walk away + let the one who wishes to be free go. No matter how much it hurts.

 

&& when the snow is falling there is only one place i want to be.. i n y o u r a r m s

 

if a SN0WFLAKE fell for everytime I thought of you, we would be in a neverending b L i Z z A r D

 

make my wish come true ;; baby all i want for christmas is you

 

OOh, i lOVE WAtChiNG YOU bABY, WhEN YOU'RE dRiViNG ME CrAzY!

 

DONt bE sCAReD iF A FAt mAN cOMES aND PUtS yOU iN a BiG REd bAG CuZ i tOlD sANtA i WANtED yOU fOR CHRiSTMAS <33

 

THERE ARE DAYS THAT i L0VE Y0U;& DAYZ THAT i D0NT. DAYZ i`D LiKE T0 BE FRiENDSZ & DAYZ THAT i W0NT; DAYZ i`LL PiCK UP THE F0NE & GiVE Y0U A CALL; DAYS i`m S0 SAD i D0NT WANT T0 TALK T0 Y0U AT ALL; DAYZ i L0OK BACK AT ALL THE THiNGS THAT WE SHARED; DAYS i QUESTi0N MYSELF iF Y0U REALLY EVEN CARE; THEREZ S0 MANY THiNGS i WiSH i C0ULD SAY;BUT i`M SCARED iT WiLL ALL C0ME 0UT iN THE WR0NG WAY. N0 MATTAH H0W MUCH TiME G0ES BY;ii`LL ALWAYSZ BE BY YUR SiDE CAUSE i C0ULDNT ST0P L0ViN YEW .x`¡¤ . . EVEN iF i TRiED . . ¡¤`x.

 

&& baby i'v loved you since the day i set eyes on you

 

and i just wanted to say thanks; for always watchin out for me, for sticking wiht me , no matter how much of a bitch i was.. but most of all.. for making me laugh after hours of crying, when i thought i'd never laugh again.

 

all those insults, broken hearts, even through brokenhearts, even though i lied.. you stayed with , always by my side. that's a best friend.

 

it takes a true friend not to say i told you so when the guy she warned you about so many times went and broke your heart... a g a i n.

 

a true friend will make you laugh when you think you'll never gonna smile again.

 

we rock with the big sun glasses & ripped jeans with polo shirts. that go along with our "whatever" attitudes.

 

some people say finding true friends are hard to find, thats becuase i got them all. <3

 

unlike barbie - me and my girls arn't sold seperatly

 

there's a point when you stop being friends ;; and become sisters x3

 

your best friend; listens to you when you dont make sense stands by you when people call you things argues when your not at all right trusts you when she knows you'll mess up when you cry shes with you helping you & thats how i know that shes truely my best friend...

 

MaNy DaYs sHe CaLlS HiM
AnD ManY dAyS hE nEvEr cAlLs baCk...
hOw CaN sHe KeEp L i V i N g ThIs HeArTbRoKeN lie?...
sHe LoVeS HiM sO...
AnD He'lL nEvEr CaRe AbOuT h E r..

 

dear Diary
I've noTiced , giving my heart away
Just Hurts. Happiness---> ends
But, love doesn't. i've n o T i c e d how one
gLance at Sum1 , could change me f.o.r.e.v.e.r.
and one lil smile. COuld make My day.

 

the true vision of a champion
is someone who is bent over, drenched in sweat,
& exhausted from the performance of their life..
when nobody else is watching..

 

later days <33


Monday, January 23, 2006

wow today was a BLAST FROM THE PAST if i have ever had one!! it was strange!!

 

later days

 

cathy <33


back for more?? well, here you go <33

 

Im Jealous Of E v e r y g i r l
Who H a s Ever Hugged You
Cus F o r That One Moment
She Held My Entire World .

Promise me. That's all I want.
Just a promise that you will never
forget me. Tell me I changed you
somehow. Let me know that I had
an impact on your life. Promise me
that you'll always remember me.
Losing you was hard enough. But,
I don't want to go on knowing I
meant absolutely nothing to you.

 

and even though i know he`s a jerk.
and i know that all he`ll do is hurt me,
i still love him. i still want him.
and i hate myself for it.

 

she finally realized
that he`s not coming back for her

Its funny to think that after cryin
for two hours straight,
scratchin your name out of 10 differnt notebooks,
rippin up your pictures & notes,
blocking your screen name from my buddy list,
& deleting your phone number..
that im still in love with you..

i didnt mean to fall in love with you.
but i did, & i`m sorry.

my mind is stained with pictures
& thoughts of you.

its scary to think how different ur life
would be if u never met that person ;
that changed // e V e R y t H i n G //

i don`t know -exactly- where i stand with
you <3 i don`t know what i mean to you or
wHat you .:: see ::. in me but i [ do ] know
that i think about (( you )) all the time

&& i FALL ASLEEP WiTH Y0UR H00DiE
0N EVEN iF iT'S UNC0MF0RTABLE . . .
JUST BECAUSE iT SMELLS LiKE Y0U

..&& i wish he only knew how much i -->>care<<--

It's CRaZy how I miss him SO much..
..and he isn't even mine </3

& write me some love letters.. so i
can keep every single one of them,
and read them when i'm lonely

 

One day we are all going to fall in love. We are going to find a guy that makes us weak in the knees & gives us butterflies in our stomachs. Who loves us for our imperfections & little things that make us unique & wouldn't trade us for the world.

 

One day we will get over high school drama. We will realize the important things in life are our friends & family & that the two go hand in hand. We will realize how amazing everyone is & how we could never live without them. One day we will grow up. We will have responsibilities, children, mortgages, car payments, & jobs. We will carry baggage ; not only briefcases but emotional as well.
But until then lets live life to its fullest, be kids, make mistakes, laugh too long & too often, (make out too long & too often), enjoy friends & just live fabulously.

 

little boy; do you want to give me your heart?
little girl; well, do you love me?
little boy; of course i love you.
little girl: well, how much do you love me? is it an m&m's worth of love? and if it is, then what color m&m. i don't want to waste my heart on a boy that only loves me as much as one of those yucky yellow m&m's... he hasta love me at least a red or blue; green maybe, & brown at the least.
little boy; i love you a thousand times the red ones

 

love the way we finish each others sentences I love the way you look at me I love how I know you`ll always be there when I need you to be I love how complete I feel when I am with u I love the way I fit in your arms I love the way you make me laugh I love the way you treat my friends I love the way your voice sounds over the phone I love how every time I look at you, you take my breath away. I love how I thank God everyday for bringing someone as wonderful as you into my life I love how you
love me I love you just the way you are even if i said i didn't care a million times over again, you'd know that i still do. <3

 

i want to be the girl you hit a homerun for. the one you
score a goal for, write a song for, the one who makes '`
you smile, makes you laugh && makes your heart skip
a beat. okay i just want to be » that girl

 

I walk by his house, looking
at everything on the block but
your bedroom window..the same
window we snuck out of at night
to go to the park just to be together.
You held me tight as we sat outside
with everyone but it seemed like
it was just the two of us..just like in
all the classic movies. I thought we
would love eachother forever at
only 14..do you even think of me
now? Because i think of you all the
time
. Can you even picture my face?
I see yours everytime i close my
eyes..forever ended so fast..I
thought we were meant to last.

 

I tried to remember the look in your eyes and the softness in your voice when you told me everything was going to be okay. I tried to remember the touch of your hand and why it gave me the shivers. I tried to remember what happned to the boy that said he wanted me then left me stranded with the worst memories any one can ever imagine. I tried to remember and all i got was me falling for something ill never get. & the biggest regret, ill never forget

 

what would you say; if i said i was falling for you. just a look from you and i go weak in the knees. what would you say; if i wanted to be more than friends. get to kiss you and hold you in my arms. what would you say; if i told you that you are all i thought about, morning, noon and night. 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. what would you say; if i wanted to take a chance at us. even if i got hurt, the memories would always be with me. no matter what you say, my feelings are true. I'm totally falling head over heels for you

 

i sometimes feel a little jealous inside, imagining someone else could please you, more than me i guess its my insecurity, acting up a bit because i know im not the, most beautiful most fun or even the most, exciting person you'll ever meet but i do know that no matter how hard and, long you search you`ll never find, someone who loves you as much as i do

 

HOW DO i TELL YOU THAT i LiKE YOU? HOW CAN i SAY THAT YOU`RE
THE ONLY THiNG ON MY MiND? WE`RE SUPPOSED TO BE JUST FRiENDS, BUT FOR ME THERE`S SO MUCH MORE THERE. i JUST
DON`T KNOW HOW TO TELL YOU.

 

SHE`S JUST A STUPiD GiRL
WHO SETS HER HOPES TOO HiGH.
HE`S JUST A STUPiD GUY
WHO DOESN`T KNOW WHAT`S IN FRONT OF HiM

 

sometimes you just feel
everything and nothing all at once.
sometimes you'll find yourself smiling
while missing something at the same time.
at time you can absouletly love a person,
all the while wanting to hate them.
life comes without guarantees.
except that smiling will brighten your face,
laughing will enhance your eyes,
and falling in love will change your life

 

the day i met you my life changed,
the way you make me feel is hard
to explain. you make me smile in a
special
kinda way.. you make me
fall deeper for you EVERYday &&
when i look into your eyes i know
it's TRUE -- there`s no one else in
the ( world )
for me but you

 

so what. maybe i am scared. maybe i'm scared because you mean more to me than any other person. you are everything i think about. everything i want

 

so let's pretend to " accidently "
run into eachother, & make a scene

 

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? Or saying nothing & wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart.. if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much.. for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid.. afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had. What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye? What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore) What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them'? People live, but people die.

 

put away the book.. the description,
the tradition, the authority & take *
the journey of self-discovery. love,
and don't be caught in [opinions] &'
ideas about what love is or should/
be. when you love, everything will
come right. love has its own action.
love, and u will know the blessings
of it...keep away from the authority
who tells u what love is and what
it is not. no authority knows and he
who knows ------------» cannot tell
love.... and there is understanding'

 

i`m just your typical teenage
f a i l u r e '

 

SOMETiMES ..
no matter how long or how hard
you`ve loved someone ..
they`ll never love you back.
&& no matter how much it hurts
you`ll have to be okay with that .. <3

 

you can`t be "just friends" with the guy who
makes you act like a clutz in his presence,
who causes you to stumble over your words
you can`t be "just friends" with the guy
that you fell head over heals for. < 3

 

it kills me to know you're online
and you won't talk to me...its just time
i realize that i don't mean anything to
you...and i never really did.

 

A photo can capture the way we were, but it can't capture the way we are 'cause you're too far away.

 

There comes a point in your life when you're tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix things. It's not giving up. It's realizing you don't need certain people and the bullshit they bring along with them

 

The runway lights are the deepest blue like the colors of your eyes. So close them tight and kiss me one last time.

 

"i guess the perfect guy would be someone who could be anywhere in the world, but he chooses to be with her, because life is better with her by his side."
-the perfect man

 

I guess i'm just scared of walking
out of this room and never feeling
the rest of my whole life the way
i feel when i'm with you

 

sometimes i feel like i don`t know you anymore.
you like her then you say you like me ? ST0P treating
me like a toy .. i`m broken enough without you

 

relationships...the bad thing is...that 97% of the time..they aren't true...
The worst feeling in the world,
Is loving someone who doesn't love you back.
You're heart aches every time you see them.
And no matter how deep you look into his eyes...
You'll never reach his heart...

 

I should have told you that when you bought my heart,
there was no refund or exchange.

 

You don't marry someone you can live with ;;
you marry the person who you can't live without.

 

There isnt ANYONE in this WORLD
that can make my m a s c a r a run
As well as you can

 

You always gotta have those
friends, when you can just do the
stupidest things && just laugh
about it together <3

 

sometimes i wish i could just find mr. right.
you know "he`s right around the corner"
well every corner i look around.
i either find a trash can or a homeless man.
please tell me this wasn`t my fate.

 

your hand is all i have to
keep me hanging on *

 

You don't choose who you fall in love with, you just fall...and you get this person who is all wrong, but yet so right at the same time...you know that you love them so much, except sometimes they just drive you completely insane and no one can explain it...the reason its so confusing is because its love...and if you didn't have any challenges...what would be the point?

 

If you kill yourself, your only killing me

 

I'm scared because I don't want anyone else to have your heart. I dont want anyone else to kiss your lips, I don't want anyone else to be in your arms. I don't want anyone but me to be the one you love. I'm scared because I don't want anyone to take my place

 

Stay close enough to have fun
yet far enough not to get hurt
& when you start to fall for him again
just remember the crack on your heart was left from him...

 

You && I never had it easy, we had to work so hard
&& every time it feels like we're going to make it
That’s when it all falls apart, but, I'll take my chances with you

 

you stole my heart..

 

i know he may not be the cutest guy to you, but he is
to me & theres just something about him that makes
my heart drop to my feet everytime i see him..

 

&& you`re going to
regret all the things you
didn`t say. </3

 

some girls spend their whole life searching for their prince charming..me? oh, i found mine a long time ago, I just dont know if I'll ever be his Cinderella..

 

I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it

 

You'll never ever find a girl
Who loves you more than me

 

I'm just a girl
Standing in front of a boy
Asking him for love

 

YOU had me from hello.

 

I never knew true love exsisted until our eyes met and you tols me that you would love me 4ever

 

FIRST LOVES
are never really over

 

You ruined all my favorite songs

 

I fell asleep listening to the song that was playing when we first kissed

 

&& all she wants to be is the "i love you " in his profile

 

&& she wonders if it's all worth it

 

a scary thought went non stop threw her mind saying" Is he really coming back?"

 

Always smile because you never know who will fall in love with it!

 

*her biggest fear was that one day he would sayd "i want you back" && she would break down n tears trying to think of a way to explain to him shes still too </3 heartbroken </3 from the last time & shes still not ready to lose everything again..*

 

what ever comes your way
you just gotta take it day by day
don't try to hide
just relax and enjoy the ride
everything is gonna be okay
forget about tomorrow and live today

 

everytime i [ hear ] your name,
------» see you in the distance,
think about you, talk about you,
even dream about you. . . .. . ..
my H E A R T beats faster //
and i know that (( i'm in love )).

 

later days <33


i liked this one better so XP

off to set my post up

 

later days

cathy <33

 

would it kill you ppl to leave some comments to make me feel special??



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